Issues...resolved or maybe not

When I am sad and upset, I cry, I pray, I yell, I curse. Sometimes I cry so hard that I can't catch my breath. Today was one of those days.....I have been struggling and was faced with some issues that had to be dealt with...some of which I think stem from unresolved issues of my childhood. Things that I had thought I had dealt with, but I realize here recently that I maybe haven't dealt with them quite as well as I had thought. Which lead me on the path that I walked today. Not a path that I want to walk again, not a path that I ever want to discuss again in my life.....which will lead to issues that may arise again, but nontheless, they are going into the vault, never to be discussed again.