random ramblings

Random thoughts....oh, where will they lead me to today?
1. I am hardheaded....very, very hardheaded....yet, I will listen to what one has to say and then take my view and run with it...so maybe a little openminded hardheaded...is that an oxymoron?
2. I am completely heartbroken to think that my baby girl will start high school this year.
3. I love to read...but never seem to find the time for things that I want to...but I really get lost in the world of a book.
4. I really do not have much trust in men...really, very little...and that breaks my heart.
5. I am looking forward to completing my BSN in June...but am not sure if I will ever go back again...in reality, I know this to be a lie deep down inside...I love to learn.
6. Procrasting isnt such a bad thing...until the last minute.
7. I often times will ask rhetorical questions...if I am asking, trust me, I already know.
8.I hate doing everything alone in my life...but I seem to always be in that spot.
9. I think that there are some things that men should do for women...and not just because she nags you to do so...there are some things that should be a given...oh, I am capable to changing my own oil...but I shouldnt have to.
10. I like people, but life has taught me to not trust people.
11. Ugh...should I even start with the number 11
12. I despise when the Lord's name is used in vain...even when my kids say, Jesus Christ.....I respond with, He has nothing to do with this.
13. I miss not having a normal childhood...or at least I think I do...I never had that so it always makes me wonder.
14...thats all I have time for...